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by LostSoul

okay so I’m a 15 year old girl( I turn 16, in just over a week) and instead of being absolutely over whelmed with excitement for my birthday, which’ll be spent with friends and false happiness. But nonetheless right now all I’m filled with is a numbness and thoughts that are bad and time consuming.

Its not a new feeling to me considering I’ve been feeling suicidal since I was 10 ( which was the first time I tried to suffocate myself ), the feelings have never really abandoned me, and i always feel like I’m stuck with them. It didn’t help that earlier this year, around March, I finally told everyone that I am feeling down continuously and suicidal, and the doctor announced me as being depressed and I’ve been on the highest dosage of depressants a minor can take. Which sometimes I feel as if are the only reasons I sometimes smile at all.

But yeah, I think I’ve only just found this website because my suicidal thoughts are worsening and I don’t want to go back to hospital when everyone believes I’m getting on the road to recovery, yet I can’t talk to them because I can see the stress and hurt it puts them under. So I was just wondering if someone out there would  be willing to talk, or be a friend; preferably in the England region. Also I know I haven’t covered the reasons why I feel so shit, but I hope to be able to talk with somebody about them

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MentallyWeak 7/19/2015 - 4:58 pm

I’m here.

Deanoo 7/19/2015 - 5:52 pm

Hi I’m Dean

I’m here to help

Before I go myself

I’m from London England

I hope you are well

lizziewithay 7/21/2015 - 8:13 am

Any way I can contact you?

sadsadist 7/20/2015 - 2:23 am

I am too my kik is. itsjustianmooneok

I’m always open to chat

lizziewithay 7/21/2015 - 12:54 am

I think I will message you, thank you.

anotherfailure 7/20/2015 - 2:36 am

I live far away from england but i’m always open for conversation:) and i will always support you, feel free to email me whenever you need someone to talk to:)xx

lizziewithay 7/21/2015 - 12:55 am

How shall I contact you? I’m new to this website

anotherfailure 7/21/2015 - 1:03 am

You can kik me, my username is anotherlivingirl and please do not hesitate to chat me up:)

lizziewithay 7/21/2015 - 1:05 am

Thank you, I will message now so yeah, thank you xx

Help me 2045 7/22/2015 - 12:38 am

I don’t live in England but I’m open anytime for a chat 🙂

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