lucky you

This is the last place that I’m willing to share my thoughts. I’m tired of trying to help people understand how I feel about life; it’s a waste of a breath. As a self-professed nihilist, one of the big rules that I live by is that “it doesn’t matter what other people know”. Trying to convince anyone of anything is a waste of breath. Just leave them all to their own meaningless thoughts and I’ll stick to mine.

But here, I’m as close to being around comrades as I’ll ever be. Even though I feel half dead from a viral infection in my chest, that Nature is Nihilistic post by wndozh8er lifted my spirits higher than they’ve been for quite some time. I only ever smile that wide when I’m watching Monty Pythons or the Sopranos but that post really touched me. Really fucking touched me. I think that we all want validation from others, to know that what we’re doing with our lives is right. After reading wndozh8er’s words, despite my hacking coughs and roaming migraines, today I feel right. Today I feel validated.