They make me feel better émotions-wise but it’s fake, it’s all fake feelings made by some white fucking pill; escitalopram. It doesn’t stopy my suicidal thoughts either, they’re not based on emotion. I don’t want them gone though, they comfort me in times of need. I want to explode. I will explode. I’m fucked.
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How long have you been on Escitalopram? It may take about 6-8 weeks to feel the results. You may also like to try other medicines. Escitalopram is a relatively soft med which doesn’t work for everyone. It made me feel totally crazy. Your and my negative thoughts are caused by the same thing – lack of serotonin and a proper medicine can change your life. Try to get on something new.
A couple of months. I’m still quite young so they’re kinda uncertain about everything. I don’t think it is a lack of serotonin because I had suicidal thoughts even when I was relatively happy. I don’t think I can but Thanks for replying.
I can relate. The pills make it easier for me to put on a facade and feel “better,” but deep down everything still hurts and it just won’t go away. The pain is comforting, it’s twisted abuse our mind is inflicting upon us. I don’t know, I still hope these fake happy feelings will one day become real.
Bingo bango, i know exactly what you mean.
ThankYou.