Once upon a time…. I Died.

September 2014, the quiet rural suburbs heard the screams of my partner,  followed by the police and ambulance.  Id followed through.  I tied a slip knot made from high strength marine rope,  tied it with a double hitch around the truss of the shed climbed 2 mtrs off the ground smiled at my partner and jumped off.

4 days later i awoke in a daze in icu on life support unable to move.  I had broken my C1 and neurological damage was unknown.  I was stabilized over the next few days and air lifted to our state capital some 350kms away to undergo further testing.

.. … I died 4 times the day i hung myself.  In a coma for 3.5 days as well.

Sometimes I wish I never woke up.