what a lovely start to my day!

Incase you couldn’t tell that was sarcasm. Its not even noon yet and I am already being bitched at by people. being blamed for every single little fucking thing. I seriously cant wait to be at school again . Living alone is much better than dealing with drama and suicidal thoughts this early in the morning. not by much but regardless its better than nothing. I already added some new scars that should calm me down and hold me over for a while emotionally till i need to do it again.  I swear I am sometimes too emotional and kindhearted for my own good. Why couldn’t I just be cold and heartless like I used to be.  I’m gonna go back to sleep. peace!