One point of time in life I wasn’t always depressed, I sit here and I think how things got this way but until this day I still don’t understand . It’s like now I don’t see the point of living anymore… To wake up and do the same stuff everyday, see the same people and places . It’s tiring ! And th e one time everything made sense was when I was with him… My savior, he made me so happy but now he’s gone ???? got stabbed to death. It’s like now will I ever feel the same? When I had him here I felt amazing and it’s like can anyone make me feel that way again? Will I feel that way about anyone again ? Will I ever just be able to be happy and stay that way? Like idek what makes me happy anymore…. What is happiness? What is life? What is my purpose in this world ? What Now ? …..