I don’t even fucking care anymore wooo, I will never stop drinking, never ever. So much for that bullshit Effexor therapy I was trying, made me feel even worse than I already do. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m on a warpath until I die and nobody out there in the world better fuck with me ’cause I don’t have shit to lose.
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Ha! Fuck, i totally get what your saying!
Im finding it hard to to ” be strong ” myself.
I feel like i should just succumb into these feelings and just drink..
I mean honestly whats the point?
Why should i stop?
Even when i feel i may have somewhat of a reason to stop, my fear of being hurt just makes my feelings of giving up and drinking to my death 100x more stronger.
Right now im at cross roads..
Personally i feel im to broken to live so hitting the bottle.. Forgetting .. Then hanging myself would probably one of the best decisions i’ve ever made.
I just dont know, decisions.. Fucking decisions.
” its better to live one year as a lion.. Than ten years as a mouse”
Your not alone hun, keep strong.
Thanks for the support, honestly. Means a lot to me. I know what you mean about hitting the bottle and then doing the deed, I sure as fuck ain’t gonna be sober when I die.
that effexor didnt help me either. i took it a long time ago. psych meds dont help. its a joke and bad idea. be aware of that.