I’m an atheist but sometimes I have to wonder, there must be a reason for all this shit I’ve/we’ve been put through, surely the universe and life isn’t all just a chance event and yet that’s what makes most sense, certainly compared to what any religion has to offer.
Conceived in a moment of lust, never asked to be born, don’t ask to be alive now, yet here I am, living and breathing, for what bloody reason. The people in this world create and destroy in equal measure, all the good there is, there seems to be an equal amount of evil to balance it all out, it’s mad. Do I really need to be here, do I really need to experience all this shit, and if I say no I want out then I’m considered mad and if I try and do something about it then I’m deranged and need locking up.
I struggle to find energy, I struggle to get myself to get out of bed each day, I struggle to see what the point is. I want to shout out about how I feel but, in the real world, I’d be considered insane. Thank goodness for SP and like minded individuals.