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by TimeIsOver

Hello, I am thirteen and I believe my life sucks. Ya my life sucks. I have multiple problems in my life but I won’t share them all. I…You know fuck it. I might just kill myself tomorrow for all that matters. No one cares about me, I wake up every morning thinking “Is it finally time” as you can right now that I’m obviously not dead. I used to make fun for thinking this. Now, I realize that life isn’t fair. Nothing is fair. I’m just saying that nothing will ever fucking matter for me anymore. Thank you for reading through this. 🙂

-Time

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hiohneh 8/11/2015 - 5:03 pm

Hello. 🙂 It’d be nice if you shared them all, maybe write your life story. Sometimes writing down every feeling and every painful event that is in your life helps.
Unortunately, you’re right, life isn’t fair for many of us. It’s a terrible lesson we learn as we grow. I hope you don’t decide to commit suicide tomorrow. We’re all here struggling with you, we know your pain. Vent whenever you need to.

zalien 8/11/2015 - 5:09 pm

If you think no one cares, have you tried reaching out to anyone? Maybe they think YOU don’t care. Try to be nice to someone who seems to like you, and maybe you’ll have a friend who’ll be there for you, if you’ll listen to them in return. If you have any siblings, you can do the same thing.

Camul 8/11/2015 - 7:05 pm

I felt the same when I was 13, like there was no way forward and like I was drowning and no body gave a shit. I turn 21 next week, life isn’t easy or pretty. Over the last several years ive had some real tough times but every now and again you see a light flickering in the darkness. I still feel shit but those good times could have turned into real chances.

I suppose what i’m trying to say is that you must feel things are bad, I don’t know your reasons or why you feel this way and im not going to lie to you things can always get worse, but they can always get better. Its difficult to listen to someone talking at you saying things like it can get better but it can. I know what despair and hopelessness feel like but one day you might just find that light and although I never did I know people who grabbed onto the light and survived and could be happy.

Someone very wise I knew said “Even this will pass”. And that is one of the things that have kept me going over the last several years. Don’t give up, keep trying, keep fighting.

I wish you all the hope in the world.

quietiris 8/11/2015 - 8:10 pm

I hope you feel better. You’re young and i’m so sorry you have to go through this at such a young age. I’m here, too, the same age as you, just by the way. Society is so corrupted, that people our age are depressed and fed up, too. I’m sorry. i hope you feel much better knowing that you can overcome the negativity, okay? Know that you are not alone. There are other people here that care, and are going through the same shitload of pain.
You are not alone. You have friends to help you through this.

donewithlife 8/12/2015 - 1:37 am

If you can, try to hang in there for now. There are no guarantees that your life will get any better. There are no guarantees that years from now, you won’t wish you’d have done it sooner. But you’re so young. I think you should give it some more time in case it does get better.

jaide 8/12/2015 - 2:03 am

Your life hasn’t even.begun, seriously. I fully support people who choose to exit the world with good cause. I’m dying a slow painful death alone, that’s reason enough. Please call a counselor. I found one on my own when I was a teenager ( horrific childhood ) .. because of that woman I survived. I don’t judge you, but, truly hope you will change your mind and find anything else to occupy your time and mind with. ((( hugs )))

born loser 8/12/2015 - 12:53 pm

you are to young to kill yourself. hang in there things will get better. I wish I was 13 again. I missed out on to much stuff

TimeIsOver 8/13/2015 - 1:12 pm

Thank you!

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