I was planning on dying this week. But I didn’t have the balls to do it, or the opportunity really. So now I’m alive, I haven’t exactly decided to live but yet here I am. Now I have no idea how to go forward. Work starts on Monday and I’m gonna have to be happy. can’t really be depressed around little kids. I’m scared. So scared to move on. I worked for a summer camp and did horrible, the lady implied that I shouldn’t be working with kids, yet here I am. All the jobs I have lined up for the fall are with kids. I used to like kids and I think I did ok with them but I had one of my bad spells this summer. I’m hoping that’s why I did so bad. I have no idea what to do.
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Don’t lose hope just for one lady’s comment. We all have our bad periods, and the thing about kids, it’s that it’s easier for them to see right through you (if their attention span allows, lol). Hope things go better for you on monday, good luck.
I went ahead and told the other lady I was interested in the other jobs, don’t know if that was a good idea but we will see. I like knowing that I have a job lined up, not that I have any bills to pay but money is good, so