U know dont you?how is to be pressured
Im lost, when i has 8 i promissed to myself that i would live at least to 20
My family has never seen me crying, i have holding it for years u know?
I have 18 now… but, im so afraid of living, everything is soo hard to me handle alone
Ive trying until now, im thinking in finally give me the eternal dream
Oh God forgive me…
Its better like this, ive never been strong enough.
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You’re worth living don’t give up and you’ve kept that promise for a long time it proves you’re strong
I can relate, when I was around the same age I told myself the same , that I would not give up on life until I was much older. I’m now nearly 25 & so tired of the battle. Have you sought help, counselling medication etc?
no, i don’t have anyone that really knows anything about me and my situation.
so i don’t have medications, because i’m afraid of doctors Ç.Ç
my mother is extremely rigid as the religious views of her.
she thinks depression and all demon and etc.
I’m a little afraid of her.
Dad will not take seriously what I say
sorry for my bad english, im from Brasil
REIKOsan, ainda está por aí?
Meu deus, eu espero que você responda… Eu quero muito falar contigo.
REIKOsan, please… Fala comigo… Eu vi o que você escreveu agora, eu vivi e ainda vivo uma situação MUITO parecida… Eu espero que você leia isso aqui e entre em contato comigo, eu queria muito mesmo falar com alguém que me entendesse. E quando eu vi que você é do Brasil, eu percebi que ia ficar ainda mais fácil de falar com você.
Reiko, It’s been so long, you are afraid of living and at the same time have fear of dying, It’s scary taking a decision that has no return, but there are some things that are precious you don’t want to lose. Something or someone (maybe some people) that keep you alive every passing day and for those people you are going to live, because even if for a very short time they can make you smile, feel a little of that true happiness you’ve been longing for, that is so rare yet so precious. But in the end the one who was keeping you alive was you, you decided it and this so called fear is your will to live, for one to really commit suicide he/she has to be in absolute despair in order to overcome this instinct, this will to live everyone has deep inside, as long as you have a tiny drop of hope you are going to live, it’s been 10 years, what is one more day, week or month compared to 10 years? Focus on this day, this moment and I’m sure you will be okay, so we can have more moments together.