I woke up focused on purging the pain. Spent all day in the hills trying to find peace. Came back to my little cottage that reeks of death. Cried and punched the wall till my wrist got sprained. Bottle of liquor and a handful of toxic killers. Just looking at them and crying. Their punget smell just painted a horrific spectre of death. I just couldn’t do it. Whoever said suicide is the easy way out deserves to go to hell. I just feel so alone and torn apart from the inside. I don’t know what else to do.
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Hey. I’ve read your post a couple of times through and noticed a few of your others too. I cant imagine what its like to be in that limbo you describe but if you can find a break from the stress at all, it sounds like the hills would the place for relaxing. I’m very sorry to say I’ve got nothing else to offer you other than some love and good vibes from another part of the world 🙂 take it easy, if talking can help I’m all ears…
You can always speak up! Talk abt whatever it is that makes u feel like that!
U shud try and get laid, tht will cure some pain
People who don’t understand say that suicide is the easy way out. Suicide to me is the absolute most difficult thing for someone to do, not only to decide but to proceed with. It is by far more easy to wallow and remain in an empty shell of a being…
People who understand suicidal thoughts and ideas know what it really is.