Please read

Hello. I’m just an average, lost young girl, who has been through some things. And I just discovered this site and I couldn’t respond to each and every one of you so I made an account just to say this – please don’t do it. Please.

I’ve been there myself and the only thing stopping me was the thought about how much it would hurt everyone. I’m serious, you may think nobody cares about you but I’m 100% positive, that there are people whose lives you’ve touched even if you don’t notice it. I lost my father to suicide. These past years I lost two of my friends. I didn’t know them well, but their decision touched me, it made me think. Think about death. It’s something you can’t just undo. I don’t know their reasons and I never will, but sometimes my mind wonders back to their lives and I am sad that they did it. I’m sad that they didn’t have any help. That they didn’t even ask.

At first I cried a lot when I found out about it. Now I get sad when I hear a similar laugh or see someone who reminds me of them. And that leads me to think about how many people are actually thinking about it without their close ones ever having a clue.

I don’t care if my little speech just makes you hesitate, maybe these few hours or days are just enough to make you change your mind. I really hope so.

Just… live.