Pro’s:
My life is empty, pointless and meaningless.
I don’t have any omph/ passion for life.
I do the same thing everyday. Get up do nothing. Go to bed.
Just waiting for time to pass day by day.
I’m basically the walking dead.
All I ever do is sleep all day.
I have no job because I’m a lazy fuck.
I have no friends cause I’m a lazy fuck.
I don’t think it’s going to get better.
I’ve been like this for as long as I can remember.
Con’s:
I don’t want to go to hell (if there is one).
I have my family to think about.
I don’t think I have what it takes to commit suicide.
I’m afraid of pain and of the unknown,
And I don’t want to end up as a cripple if plans don’t follow through.
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I feel the exact same way, but I’m going to move on with the suicide. I have a bleak future I don’t to live. But you do what u want to do, I’m not going to encourage u to do the deed.
Good luck on your choice
Sounds like you have the same problems that I do. I am currently planning to end my life in a well thought out, peaceful, and non violent manner. However, I cannot tell you if you should or shouldn’t. That choice is up to you and I totally respect any choice you make. If you are to chose suicide, do your research because it’s very hard to pull off and you could easily fail and wind up in worse shape than you are now.
About the cons – I’m an atheist so I don’t believe in a heaven or hell. If there is a god, then I couldn’t imagine him being so psychopathic and evil as to send you, or anyone else for that matter, to hell for all eternity just because you wanted your pain to stop. An ALL LOVING God wouldn’t send you to hell for eternity, a being far more evil than Hitler would.
As for your family, they will be devistated I’m sure, as mine will be. But you must understand that how they feel should not negate the choice that you feel like you have to make. We are all going to die anyway so someone is gonna morn a loss – be it you for your parents after they die, or your parents for you after you die. It’s a part of life. You could write a note to them explaining that the dead cannot hurt or suffer as they did in life. Maybe write a heartfelt philosophical letter.
Suicide is a very scary thing. For me – my fear of life overcame my fear of death. What would make suicide not so scarey? Researching reliable, quick, and painless methods is priority number 1. There are a number of them out there. You must study this like a college student. There are also ebooks and organizations that will give you insight and the tools to do it with.
In my beliefs, once you die it’s over. Many people are afraid of nonexistance, just as I use to be. But ask yourself this – what is there to be afraid of in not existing? Only the living can fear, feel pain, and suffer. I been here for 31 years, the universe has been here for 13 billion years. Did I suffer in my 13 billion years of nonexistance? Absolutely not! It will be the same after I die. I’ll be gone for the remainder of the universes existence.
Again, there are quick, painless, and nonviolent methods of suicide that will not only be peaceful, but give you a little buzz right before you pass out. Again, I can’t stress this enough, do your research, look for methods that are 100% lethal with no pain. Get help from organizations. Buy the Peaceful Pill eHandbook from Exit International. They will provide you with everything you need! It’s updated constantly and has contacts to help you on your journey if you do choose the suicide route.
Good luck with what ever you choose.
Well you said “I don’t think I have what it takes to commit suicide.”
That pretty much sums up that it might not be for you then at this point in your life.
If any person goes as a suicide attempt half half heatedly it most likely wont work anyway
I am guessing that your problem isn’t that you’re a “lazy fuck”, but that you’re clinically depressed. Has this been explored? I’m not trying to minimize your pain in any way, but for some things there is a cure (or at least treatment). Therapy and antidepressants have saved my ass before. Just a thought.
You’re asking if you should commit suicide, but how could anyone ever tell you yes? There’s still hope for you. You are still young, and you still have time and the desire to make things different.
I agree with Wednesday’s Child. You’re not lazy. You’re just depressed. And I’m sure many of us here know how incapacitating depression can be. I imagine that most people here wanting to kill themselves do suffer from mental illness. I’m one of them.
But there are things that can be done to help you with your depression. It might take a bit of a push on your part to go and call a psychiatrist, but it’s worth it. Your life is worth it. Please don’t give up.
Reading this was a bit like looking in the mirror to me. Currently, in my life, I live the same as you do. It’s been like this for a long time now. I wake up in the morning and force myself back to sleep as long as I can, just trying to get the day to pass by. Just to do it all tomorrow. Waiting for a change when I never do anything to change my life. The longer you live that repetitive lifestyle the harder it is to bother, to see the point in living, because it doesn’t seem like anything will ever be different.
It will get better. You just need to stay as optimistic as you can and push through these bad times. You don’t have to have things figured out tomorrow. Take small steps. It’s okay, you have plenty of time. Work on getting yourself better. You deserve to be happy.
Remember that I’m right here with you. Please stay strong.