thoughts

Not that I want to hurt anyone my choice isn’t to hurt the people most suicidal people have thoughts of hurting other people not me though….Maybe tomorrow will be different if you actually open your eyes and see how your living don’t have the same thoughts about the darkness an pain try to reach out of the darkness into the light suicide isn’t the way out its just a break from the least horrible things once you die you have nothing and cant be anything anymore because you wanted to get away….I know how it is to be afraid of your own mind I understand. To feel like your drowning into your own thoughts and nobody can hear or see you struggle… Sometimes you just have to have two consciences one that you have already brought into the darkness and have another one to tell you stop everything.. cutting & starving and something better than continue ”YOUR OWN SELF DESTRUCTION”. don’t fall into suicide its just another way of darkness taking place in what YOU STARTED.