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I really appreciate the comments you made on my last couple posts. You’re the type of friend that I wish I could hang out with on a regular basis. It used to bother me that my group of friends only took time out of their schedules to hang out once every couple months, but now I don’t care at all. They’re all drinkers but none of them smoke, and I don’t drink but will smoke my weight in cheeba, so being with them tends to get boring after awhile anyway.

I find that people who don’t light up are trapped in their own way of thinking, and the older they get, the more close minded they become. I mentioned to Wndozh8er in one of his last posts that I’m surrounded by loving and supportive people, but that’s only because I smile and nod and go along with whatever they say. I’m easy going and say and do whatever I have to to blend in with them when I’m out in their world, and it’s exhausting! Rarely am I relaxed and feeling free enough to act like my true self when in the company of others. My dealer and smoker cousins are the only people I like to chill with because we have the best conversations. Now that I think about it, my love for smoking is another major hurdle that keeps me from wanting to socialize and date people. Thinking back to the end of the movie Half Baked, when Dave Chappelle’s character throws away his last joint so that he can be with the love of his life, I would choose the joint over the woman lol If you don’t smoke or have some sort of mental dysfunction like I do, then I don’t really wanna hear your life story lol I’ve stopped giving non-smokers the time of day; I’m a weed snob! lol

Cheers buddy! This next bud’s for you @_@