my life has no hope. I plan on commuting suicide very soon. I am going to take all of my 30 200 mg seriquil and then sit on my car while it is running in the garage. Of the drugs don’t kill me hopefully the carbon monoxide will. My only fears are hurting my son and my mom. My son will be 3 in October, so he wont really understand. I know that my dad and my step mom will adopt him. They have asked about it before and I am still living. I’m 23, I suffer from extreme depression and social phobia. I can’t work I can’t care for my son and I can barley leave my home. I am.living with my aunt, she will be the one to find me. If anyone has a better suggestion on how to go I would appreciate it. I have already made up my mind. Thanks
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what about your son? why wont you stay for him
He pretty much already lives with my dad and step mom and is much happier with them then he is with me. They are more full of life and can provide much better for him then I can
Congratulations! You have a son. I wish I had one. I ‘m 23, too.
Why have you lost all hope? I suffer from social anxiety and depression and I still haven’t lost it.
Don’t you want to hold your son in your arms? To see him going to school or calling you Dad?
It’s more than just social anxiety. Ots hard to describe the severity. Mom.
I am sorry you have decided to leave so soon. You are the first person who described feeling the way I do every day. I felt very much like the only person in the whole world with this unusual problem until I read your post on Sept. 17th.
Your definitely not the only one.
First of all, think about you before your parents, try to help yourself, and be positive, have 18 years old and don’t have nobody that loves me or cares with me, and the only person i love don’t loves me back… I tried to kill myself 2 times and failed both, i’ve realised that dying ain’t that easy, you actually have a son and a family, calm down, in a way of speaking ”Use all your ammo before you surrender”, i am in a deep depression as well and eventually i gonna kill myself, but i don’t have nothing and nobody gonna miss me, but you have people who cares with you… Try to help yourself before doing that… Pardon my bad english
Thanks for your response. I feel that I am all out of ammo. Can’t function anymore