i want someone to physically wrap their arms round me and hold me. Dont say everything will be okay i need someone to tell me we cant always be strong. I dont have anyone to love or be loved by. My parents dont take my depression and anxiety seriously they think i want attention. i dont want attention i want to be loved but i dont act out to be loved. My attempt was a attepmt but also a test. If i killed myself or atleast attempted i wantd to see who will go out of there way to make sure im okay and make me better. one person cared and begged me to keep going. my parents dont know, the few friends i have didnt give a fuck.
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I’d say a lot of people are emotionally scarred and cannot respond no matter what because they are disconnected and numb. They probably do care about you on a fundamental human way but can’t respond emotionally because they too are hurting. It’s hard to find love that is expressed openly and affectionately, but there are people who love you. I don’t know you and I LOVE YOU!!! Don’t do it. It really does get better, sort of, but even if it doesn’t get better, YOU get better and then you help people that are where you are right now. Sometimes that’s all we have :> <3
Yeah… I wont tell you everything will be ok Delisnak because I simply dont know that. But I will say that it is so true, you cant be strong forever. Sometimes you just gotta let it out. I know that more than anybody. Better out than in. And most of all it is OK to break down and cry it out. To surrender in any given moment and let the emotions win.
But after that knowing that there is only one option but to pick up and continue to walk on. I’d give you a big hug if I could. You could cry on my batman shirt. You matter and people care about your existence.
Your bf is trying to talk to you please respond I love you!!! So much please respond to the gmail