today was supposed to be my death day i was jittery and scared but i knew that something would happen to push me to where i needed to be to go through with it… and i was right! something happens every day that reminds me why i want to die. So i got my gun from bass pro shop and then i figure out they don’t have the ammo for the gun so i drive to a dicks and they don’t have it either so i go to another dicks and i finally find the right caliper bullets and i get home and i start to get to know my weapon like any good marksman would. And i open the case and what do i see you ask? a fucking trigger guard. They forgot to take it off before i left the store. so now i see that i have to wait a day or two at least. but when that day comes, it will be glorious.
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I hope that if you go through with this, it’s quick and painless. My biggest fear about pulling the trigger is not knowing how long it’ll take me to shut down. To actually be dead. I think I’ve seen the Budd Dwyer video a hundred times, but I still can’t seem to tell how long he’s dying, or if it’s instant.
Only reason I haven’t done the same thing as you bro. You have cajones.
What’s your story? Why do you want to end your life?
Nvm. Just read through your old posts. I’m sorry – no need to bring your skeletons back out of the closet. That’s my bad. As usual.
Good luck with bass pro shops, that’s a real pisser.
Excuse the long wait I left high school because I was having social issues then I decided to go to Lincoln tech so I could get a good job and not be a looser and I end up getting a 3.0 at the cost of having two guys try to fight me and another pouring a soda over my head I start a job… Hate it conditions are terrible switch fields get lied to on a daily basis about advancement opportunities that don’t exist I meet a beautiful stripper by the name of Mandy real name Tiffany we texted a lot and I felt she may have been playing me so I would keep coming back… I was wrong and now she won’t talk to me anymore I started a new job last week and I’m thriving and my boss said I’m paving a way to becoming a sales manager with my own team yet even with that on the table I’m still so unhappy because I don’t have anything in my life I go to work I come home turn on Apple TV and watch Netflix until 3 am I get up at 9 and get ready for work at noon cursing my life as I go to people’s houses and knock on their door and try to convince them to get a roofing estimate and I’m good I like doing it but that doesn’t make me unhappy… I could pay my dues and become a senior sales representative and make $600,000 a year 2 years from now and that would make me happy because I could just have some beautiful woman pretend to love me and I can feel good about myself until she realizes that I won’t wife her golddigging ass and move on to a new girl I could very well be retired at age 48 at that rate never having to worry about money ever again but I’m not sure if I can make it to that point. There that’s my story and I was running late to work today so I couldn’t get the trigger guard taken off bummer