I dont know when will this end, I have the feeling of emptiness, i dont talk, interact, think, i usually sit infront of the computer and just do nothing (because ive done every thing that could be done on a computer) i hate people, i hate my self, i hate society, even when i do drugs i have bad experiences (the high doesnt make me happy i just think of how bad my life turned to be), i am a 24 year old, i have an architecture degree ( though i hate engineering), and im living in a country where i have to join the army obligatory, so here i am serving the country that didnt give me anything in return ( why the fuck is it obligatory, i hate it just as i hate my self), i hate the way i talk to people and the way they treat me, am i insane >> i think the society is what made me like this. #FUCKSOCIETY
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Its always the society that makes it breaks a person. Its a survival of the fittest. You said you have an engineering degree. So do you have a job now? Do you have any physical/health related issues?
im in the army now and i dont think i’ll be working, im just too bad to interact with people 🙁
The system does not give a fuck about you. Your country’s policicies are so fucked up man, I feel for you. However, I know where you are coming from. You are apathetic and that is cancelling out all your passions. Maybe you could hone in on what you love after Military service. It is very hard to redeem oneself from apathy and anxiety man, you just gotta try and see how things pan out. I wish you luck my friend.
Are you experiencing social anxiety?