Even though my relatives have known for years that I have Major Depression they still behave in abusive ways. Yesterday I was stressed and feeling extreme anxiety. My mother came home yesterday from work screaming and throwing a tantrum. I have to live with her for now because I have a heart condition. I was so upset I was shaking. Later I felt really sick and couldn’t breathe. I thought I might be having a heart attack. She just stood there in the kitchen staring at me like she was waiting for me to die. I had to call 911 myself. It turns out I was having the most intense panic attack of my life. I’m here in the hospital exhausted and sweaty. I am still stunned she was going to stand there and watch me die!
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Being a blood relative doesn’t ensure compassion and caring. Judging by her actions she doesn’t seem too considerate of your health, If you have to stay there for a long time you’ll probably end up dead… But you did call 911 to avoid your death. That’s something at least.
You should be fine if nobody cares about your death. You are free to die whenever you wish. But if you still have reasons to live I encourage you to keep living no matter how much misery you face.