Last night I prayed; I prayed for forgiveness then I prayed for help, and by the end I was praying to go home, begging the Lord to just let me die. If I alone do not have the strength to end my life my only hope is Gods’ mercy. I’m sure faith shouldn’t be like this…
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Ask yourself – what kind of God would create a world with so much suffering?
a lazy one who just wanted to play with his hot wheels but was forced into 7 days of creation by some overbearing authority figure.
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Your faith is being tested…god see’s and hears your pain and suffering he wil bring relieve , dont stop believing…hold on too the feeling that is gods presence peace and love!
Love Funanya
I know how you feel. The most merciful thing God can do for me right now is to just let me go in peace. No more of this nonsense world. Just love and eternal rest.
IF only the rapture where tonight, I think more could hold on.
*were….sorry, i don’t know if there are any grammar nazis on this site. I usually don’t proofread or capitalize, or punctuate properly. i can…just lazy
Grammar Nazis are essential here because some people try to kill themselves they’re, then others want to do it two, and the next thing you know infinite splits are clogging up the custom blood gutters they installed in the page footers.