Reaching 1 Year of Being Clean!

The title pretty much says it all haha. It was one year since I’ve last cut which was on September 3rd. I wanted to post on the day it was one year, but I honestly forgot because well I was kind of celebrating haha. That day for me didn’t go exactly how I wanted too. The one person that’s helped me stay clean since day one didn’t remember. I had to tell him and that didn’t make me feel really good, but the next day He apologized for not remembering and he hugged me really tight saying how much he loves me and how proud of me he was. Even though it wasn’t on the right day it still meant a lot to me that my best friend and me kind of celebrated it.

I’m re-reading this and it doesn’t make sense haha. I’m sorry. The whole point of me writing this is to maybe inspire some of you or to maybe give some of you the encouragement you need. I thought it was impossible to make it to 100 days of being clean let alone making it to the full 365. Those days when you feel like giving up remember that one day it will all be worth it. That day you can go to the one you trust and look them in the eyes and say you made it, believe it or not, will be one of the best days of their lives. They will be so proud and happy for you. That day will always be a very important one for you because that day you should feel proud in yourself. You did. You made. You achieved your goal.

If no one is believing in you or no one is proud of you then remember that I believe in you and that I’m proud of you! I know you can do this! You will achieve anything as long as you put your mind to it. You can do this!