It turns out it does.
How the hell do people find any will to do anything, I don’t understand. One guy told me to “wake up”, I understand what he was saying and I agree with him but I just can’t find anything inside me that has even an iota of positive will.
I can’t understand how people are able to go about their daily lives, am I the only one as fucked as I am? Of course not.
I’ve started doing an online course in programming, to try and regain that lost knowledge I had a year ago but I’m supposed to move out of the house by the end of December. Do I have enough time?
Well regardless I’ll stick with my online course and continue to apply for jobs, still have no idea how I plan to prove my ‘ability’. December is my time limit, like last year but I won’t have my room to fall back to. Will keep posting on this site until then.