Checking out the high-speed way

If you can get out of this situation in about four years, it might be worth keeping things going. In four years, with your studying completed, you may be able to go down your own path. School limits what you can do until you receive your diploma. It’s a controlled environment of sorts. Once you graduate, however, there’s nothing stopping you from pursuing a position where you want to be. Study hard, research what you want to do and where you want to do it, and use the time wisely. As for society, all you have to do is make enough to pay the bills and keep yourself happy. Nobody says you have to hug the planet. It would probably help to be cordial to those you come across. Don’t punish yourself. It’s possible to balance doing what you need to do in life with having personal space.

Get a calendar, count the days, and begin counting down. Try not to forget that there is indeed a light at the end of the tunnel.