Generali want to die. by cuky 10/12/2015 written by cuky 10/12/2015but i dont know how.cant bring myself to figure it out.my total lack of motivation knows no bounds.sit here. sit here. sit here. canti dont knowlackto die 4 comments 0EmailRelated postsExit bag. 8/8/2020 8/8/2020Note or no note 8/8/2020Will pessimism eventually lead some people to suicide? 8/8/2020 8/8/2020This Episode Is Out Of My Control… 8/7/2020Hello 8/7/2020Disordered and Done 8/6/2020I’m hurting inside. I just want to be... 8/6/2020Help? – Ok, with Self-Hate.. 8/6/20204 comments Ashley 10/12/2015 - 2:37 amThere are things we all one, but one way to guarantee that you won’t get them, is to sit there and do nothing about it. That includes suicide. If you want to end your life it’s going to require some effort on your part (not that I’m condoning it).Though I bet like me, you don’t really want to die, you want your life to be better-if it can get better. Regardless of what you decide-you will need to be proactive about it.I think about suicide on a daily basis-a few times I very seriously considered it, which made me almost sick to my stomach, just thinking of trying to pull it off. Then I thought about changing my life instead and felt better. It also felt like an easier goal to attain. Besides life can be great if you have your health, decent income and free time to socialize/travel, etc.In my case I plan to make some major changes in my life to get the good things I want from it. There will no doubt come a day where I will have felt I’ve tried everything and finally had enough. That will be the point I’ll plan and carry out my death. But I still think that’s a few years away at the very least. But who knows, life could take a nasty turn and I might want to end it sooner. But for now I’m just going to keep trying to live better. Log in to Reply Ashley 10/12/2015 - 2:38 am*things we all want (not ‘one) Log in to Reply apathetic2010 10/12/2015 - 2:47 amThis isn’t even my post, but thank you for writing that response. Just know that you helped one person get through their day today. Log in to Reply SeeSmith 10/12/2015 - 3:06 amMy grandfather once yelled at me though the bathroom door: shit or get off the pot! I yelled back: in what time frame?People seem to forget that we are equally defined by the things we do not do. Practice not dying enough and it becomes a habit! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.