LivingHell

I’ve been through it all.. it started when I started high school to when I lost my first boyfriend. I tried overdosing on Pain Killers nothing happened… nothing ever happens. I try to hang myself.. over 10 times and it always end up to me taking it off my neck and being weak about it. Because in all reality who really wants to die right? We just want the pain to end. But it doesn’t last. But Lately I’ve been letting this whole suicide thing get to me. I’m literally thinking about doing it tomorrow and succeeding. I don’t know what else to do. This is what I’ve wanted. I’ve never felt good enough for anyone or anything. I’ve been fighting and fighting but I’m never good enough. I’m scared because all I can think about is burning in hell. I just want to be free. If life was easy then we wouldn’t have to worry about this depression and crying every night. But I’m literally over this entire thing. It’s Long overdue and I feel like I’m out of place anyway.