If things were different would you love me ??
If things were different would you not be ashamed of me??
I ask to many questions
I am too unsure
I hate myself
I am ugly
I am not what you want
I am flawed
I am too different
I am easily hurt
I love you
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Asking too many questions and being unsure aren’t bad things. It’s even important in a lot of cases.
I’m sure you have no reason to hate yourself, and you are not ugly.
If someone you care about is treating you badly, makes you feel like you’re hated, acts ashamed of you and hurts you, you shouldn’t bother much with them anymore.
Even (and rather- especially) if you love them so much.
Why would the part of you loving them be one of their reasons to hate you though?
Idk it just seems when i show that i love someone they start hating me….they start treating me like shit
That doesn’t sound right. If that’s how they react when you show your love you probably shouldn’t spend any more effort on them.
…Done
…but i need them
Yeah… i know.
But if it all ends up with them just hurting you, then it might be better to focus on other things, and maybe try to lessen this need of them as a result.
Lessen???
I didn’t mean to make it sound like it’s easy, i know it’s not. Sorry.
But i thought you might just at least start to feel like you need them less, if you keep yourself busy with other things.
A distraction never hurts i guess..
I’m sorry for everything. Don’t hate me please. Please
I know that feeling. love, no one here hates you. And a lot of the time, we feel sorry for things that are beyond our control.
Oh
I like this poem. It’s a poem right? I like how it ends with the simple phrase: “I love you”. Sometimes after I am done beating the shit out of myself for my feelings about a person I have no business having feeling for I end in my head… “but I love you”.
Sweet. I think it’s a sweet poem. Thank you for sharing.
Your welcome