stuck!

So I’m the type of person who is super neat and clean and always does work before play. I’m really good about getting my homework etc. done ahead of time, and pretty much love to work really hard with everything I do and tend to be an overachiever. I have had a bad day or two every now or then where I just slack off because I’m not in the mood or my depression is just getting the best of me, but its never held be back like this before. my rooms a mess, I haven’t touched my homework in a week or so and i’m not eating regularly. I’m having ridiculous mood swings that are overwhelming, and I had a little PTSD episode the other day for something my boyfriend did, that wasn’t bad or anything, it just reminded me of my mom. (whom I no longer talk to because I’ve been emancipated) I really don’t wanna ask for medical help, but I feel like i’m not recovering from this rut i’m stuck in right now and its just going to get worse from here. My boyfriend suggested I go with him to see his therapist. I haven’t given him a solid YES or NO yet, because I have issues with therapists and really really hate to talk to people, especially strangers about my problems, and I also feel like it wont make a difference, because it hasn’t in the past. What do you think I should do? Should I go see the therapist?