Been a while since I posted here… I bought a gun I put it in my mouth and I wanted to pull the trigger but I couldn’t. Anyway at that point I started to see the lighter side of things and now I’m back to the dark and I’ve hit deep space black hole dark. I got a loan for 2500 a month and a half ago and my intention was to go see a woman in Canada that I used to mess around with… You know because we both still have feelings for each other. Well I blew that money at a strip club. Moving on I have 5 credit cards… All maxed out and now I have creditors calling me out the ass trying to get their money I’m currently unemployed I realize it was stupid as shit to get so much debt but whatever I think I’ve exceeded the level of despair that I needed to follow through with it this time because I’m also sleeping in my car due to the fact that my mom kicked her unemployed 19 year old son out of the house… The *****.well anyway just wanted to tell you guys that round two is among us now
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Just declare bankruptcy and don’t do it again in the future. It’s not a good idea to ruin your credit-you need it to buy a house/car, etc. In my case I used to have great credit till I lose my previous job, then it went to shit cause I wasn’t working.
Also it’ll get the creditors off your back. In the meantime I think you should really try to get back into your mom’s good graces and try to find work. I’m sure she’d need your help. You’re not the only one who’s made stupid mistakes-but what matters is that you learn from them and try to get your life in order. Just some friendly advice.
I agree with this. The thing that matters is that you try to fix your mistakes, bit by bit.
Even if you feel helpless, suicide is not the only way. It might seem like it, but believe me it isn’t! I have a friend that was in somewhat Your situation, and she wanted to take her own life… but! she told some friends about it, then worked for Money and payed the loan, and now she has a great life! It will be better! Good Luck! C: