I am theloser102. The one and only loser in my sovereign city.
On November 21st, 2015 at 11:00 PM at night, I decided it would the perfect time for me to finally find peace. I went to the area with lots of trees near my house and used a rope I bought. For the sake of following the rules, I’ll leave it at that. The aftermath however……
My suicide did not work, even after three tries. The only damage that was done was a few rope burns on my neck and a little bleeding, I couldn’t believe it. I ensured everything was well tight and was highly elevated. I did not even need to go to a hospital my injuries were so minor….
I feel trapped on a planet I hate so much….I am physically fine as wine now, but mentally…that is another story.
Another major suicide that failed. I guess no method is 100% but……. What could this mean?
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this means life is a cruel joke.
Funny, I was always told that life needed to be taken seriously. Of course if that was the result I have been given then I see no reason to take life seriously.
Hey, sorry to hear that you felt you had to act. But I’m glad that you’re still here with us, and that you are not majorly injured by your attempt. To answer your last question, maybe it’s a sign of some sort saying that it’s not your time, and that things are going to be looking up for you soon?
Thank you Snow Fox, that could be a possibility. To be honest with you, the only good people I have ever met in my 16 years being on this planet, 95% came from this website. Thank you again my friend.
I’m sorry you felt you had to do it in the first place, and I’m sorry you had that disappointment afterwards. You’re still pretty young (she says because she’s 5 years older) – maybe this just wasn’t your time yet. I don’t really think it meant anything, but maybe it’ll bring new opportunities. I hope so. 🙂
Thank you Trix…..