another rant

im so fucking tired of life. i really am. i just feel like the days are getting worse, and worse. And nothings gonna change. This past week I’ve found myself thinking about running away, or filling up my bath tub, and falling asleep in it. Or hanging myself in the bathroom, and im basically just trying to say, im really tired of life. im tired of me, an i really wish it could get better, but I no its not going to be..so I just want to end it. I just want it to end. I’m tired of going to school, and always feeling so lonely. Im tired of being surrounded by my friends, and feeling like the least important,Least beautiful one, most unwanted, most unloved. (Not just at school) I’m tired of getting played out by boys, and being made look like a fool. It hurts to know that everyone around me has someone that loves them, but bot even one single person can for me. I just don’t know what to do..I’m just tired, reallyt tired.