I wanna kill myself tonight , i wanna slip away from sadness. Be forever done with feeling like the room is getting small the air getting thicker and theres more room on the floor i can breath better. But i cant freak out in front of them. So i hold it in. Im dead inside i dont want to feel anymore.
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when I feel like this I swim. Or walk. The walls close in and I can’t breath and sometimes I walk no where, just away. Away from the walls and my life. Away from my crazy obsessions and clear my mind to nothingness.
Hiding in the bathroom never works because someone always needs to get something in the bathroom I’m in. There could be six bathrooms and my bathroom contains the shampoo or comb that is desperately needed NOW.
All I can say is keep walking forward. and talk. That is what this site is for. Yelling and talking. Sometimes I whisper too, the really bad stuff, I whisper it quietly. There is someone always listening here.
We all have had those feeling from time to time. Keep going, keep coming here, keep writing. You are not alone.