Hey there. Actually im kind new around, i already posted and commented few posts..
I did read some your recent posts (since i joined SP) , im sorry for the things.
Well i could say things like i hope you get better, things get better, but i think my hope does not get you anything, to you or to anybody. But i still hope we all get reasons to smile and somehow when our day comes we will look behind and smile about the bad phases and the past it will mean that we had a good and happy life i guess.
Like i said before all i can do, and i do it with all my heart, because i like to help and to know people, all i can get you or anyone else around SP is my support and my availability to chat at anytime.
Beacuse I deconverted and became an atheist. I don’t see any meaning in this life, we are just evolved from monkeys. I can’t enjoy life. That’s all. All my life events turned me into an atheist.
Dang i forgot about that part, mood, well my mood today is strange as hack, iam i numb? i dont see future or anything to go on, i can see how guilty and how i miss it, but i dont really know how i feel. Maybe im not feeling at all, im stuned.
I’m fairly new as well. You seem like you have your heart in the right place. You will fit in perfectly fine here. Well, that’s a given with anyone. Thank You for the offer of support.
Is there anything that caused you to feel that way today? Or have you felt that way for a while?
Well im not sure if i still do have heart, maybe pieces of it lol
I use to say, my issues are no better or worst than anybody’s else, you know, i feel my pain you feel yours. Pain is pain, and everyone has their own way to see the things. I like to stick around, its always sweet to have friends around to help and to get helped by.
My last few months my best anwser to almost anything is “i dont know”, it became my main sentece, you know.
Im just feeling like this today, maybe because i’ve cried already, i dont really know, im seated right here frozen, listen some music but its like my brain is not really working. I feel hope, i feel its the end, i feel theres nothing, i feel i can do something, i feel there’s nothing to do, i feel i’ve lost my only dream, i feel theres no good place to go.
I feel trapped inside myself. i dont know how to react.
Thanks for the effort you put in this. It made me smile 🙂 I’m feeling decent atm. I hope your day has been amazing as well. I hope you’re happy today. I hope you’re even happier tomorrow!
Thank you for that. You made me cry a bit, but in a good way. I was reminded today that there are people around us who care even if we can’t see or accept it and that actually makes the idea of leaving seem really stupid to me. Thanks again!
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Hey there. Actually im kind new around, i already posted and commented few posts..
I did read some your recent posts (since i joined SP) , im sorry for the things.
Well i could say things like i hope you get better, things get better, but i think my hope does not get you anything, to you or to anybody. But i still hope we all get reasons to smile and somehow when our day comes we will look behind and smile about the bad phases and the past it will mean that we had a good and happy life i guess.
Like i said before all i can do, and i do it with all my heart, because i like to help and to know people, all i can get you or anyone else around SP is my support and my availability to chat at anytime.
I want to kill myself pronto, that’s my mood.
Pronto would you like to vent about why?
Beacuse I deconverted and became an atheist. I don’t see any meaning in this life, we are just evolved from monkeys. I can’t enjoy life. That’s all. All my life events turned me into an atheist.
Dang i forgot about that part, mood, well my mood today is strange as hack, iam i numb? i dont see future or anything to go on, i can see how guilty and how i miss it, but i dont really know how i feel. Maybe im not feeling at all, im stuned.
I’m fairly new as well. You seem like you have your heart in the right place. You will fit in perfectly fine here. Well, that’s a given with anyone. Thank You for the offer of support.
Is there anything that caused you to feel that way today? Or have you felt that way for a while?
Well im not sure if i still do have heart, maybe pieces of it lol
I use to say, my issues are no better or worst than anybody’s else, you know, i feel my pain you feel yours. Pain is pain, and everyone has their own way to see the things. I like to stick around, its always sweet to have friends around to help and to get helped by.
My last few months my best anwser to almost anything is “i dont know”, it became my main sentece, you know.
Im just feeling like this today, maybe because i’ve cried already, i dont really know, im seated right here frozen, listen some music but its like my brain is not really working. I feel hope, i feel its the end, i feel theres nothing, i feel i can do something, i feel there’s nothing to do, i feel i’ve lost my only dream, i feel theres no good place to go.
I feel trapped inside myself. i dont know how to react.
Thanks for the effort you put in this. It made me smile 🙂 I’m feeling decent atm. I hope your day has been amazing as well. I hope you’re happy today. I hope you’re even happier tomorrow!
Thank you for that. You made me cry a bit, but in a good way. I was reminded today that there are people around us who care even if we can’t see or accept it and that actually makes the idea of leaving seem really stupid to me. Thanks again!
I feel like my puppet is there, but the puppetmaster is nowhere to be found–If that makes any sense at all. Thanks tho.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jEl4zCQBv2c this is how I feel