I promised a not to take enough to kill myself to my girlfriend. I relapses and had a paid attack and stole my dads pain meds but they were really strong ad I drank alot of vodka with itandnow I can’t focus get well can you tell me what to do to help my system deal with them? Becaus3 I’m not ready yet in so numb….
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How many did you take, do you throw them up? If not call the doctor asap! Your not ready, none of us are please find someone to help you
Hey are you still with us?
I don’t feel well but I’m clearly ok… Thank you. It’s um… Dealt with. Sorry for the crappy grammar ..
I passed out and woke up three hours later and threw up to clarify
Yup. Nothing as romantic as being buried in poets corner.
Lol. I can only imagine what “dealt with” could mean.
“People can die of mere imagination. ” glad you’re still with us and not buried in poets corner today.
It just means today left alot of wreckage, and claiming I’ve handled any of the damage I’ve done feels like a lie… But honestly, no ones dead and everything’s still somehow managable, so I can’t deny with all I’ve said and done this was one of the better possible outcomes…
I want to say something hilarious and witty but everything I keep writing and erasing seems to be a little too glib for the circumstances. I’d pop over and make you tea and toast if I could. That always makes me feel just a tiny bit more human.
If yoh are still walking the earth truly anything is managible.
That made me laugh a little.. Thanks, genuinely. I think I may try some tea and toast.
If you don’t have strawberry jam then cinnamon and sugar with lots of butter does the trick.
Also I never gave you credit for the reference
Since you almost accidentally killed yourself on booze and pills less than 24 hours ago I’ll give you a free pass.
Btw: I’d just like to state for the record that you dead would be unrepairable damage. Be kind to yourself.
I guess to be honest I was tossing a coin there.. Half an attempt… But when you’re going on a three hour panic attack lose-loses can seem like win-wins… But I’ll try…