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I wish I was swallowed

by heartshapedpapercuts

When the tides of life sweep you up like a tsunami no matter how good the ship is you either abandon it or drown but that is a joke because they are one in the same.  I tried I really did but this year I am going to kill myself. I feel 5 years past due with the first attempt being at 15 now at 20 I am still plagued by all of my past grievances plus adult issues and I realize it’s a never ending shit show.  When you go day by day making up excuses to live you just kinda start to wonder what is all the fuss about?  Procreation? I’d never forgive myself if I forced another soul into this world.  I wish my mother had some consideration and swallowed me.

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nardsy 12/26/2015 - 4:36 pm

I’m just like you. The only thing keeping me alive is my husband’s words. Even though they make me feel even worse especially when he leaves and goes to work and says everythings gonna be alright, when Iv told him how I’m feeling.

Not interested in life 12/26/2015 - 4:44 pm

I’m sorry

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