its me again ..

i guess it’ve been a while since i last posted you know ..
i’ve been away in trying to reach the one inside of me , my soul , my inner thoughts and such stuff looking for inside peace … im not saying i’ve reached it though ! jaja ..
all i got to these weeks is that i am really beautiful somehow .. and to always remind myself to love it ..
when i ever don’t know what to do ,, i’d just do nothing .. stick up to good thoughts , enjoy everything that i could .. and i don’t know i’ll maybe start doing some exercises .
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you know something , NEVER TRUST A ***** and life is such one of those .
and the most fucked up thing that you can remember everything , but other people hardly can remember that they went though you , hardly can remember that you were in their life ones .. there is always sadness and shit all around where ever i look but trying to use ignoreness and stupidness in my way out of shit , if i cant be smart and happy i will be dump and happy , otherwise its better to be stupid you know and stop thinking anymore , it feels like eat , drink , smoke , have sex , i guess its the most of this life , and somehow never forget about god or karma or what ever we can hold on to to be safe ,, somehow you know in SCARY MOVE they write SAFETY and DEATH and the actors always goes to the DEATH turn , but the director saves them .. i guess i’ll stop taking shit i can’t even understand what the hell im writing .. so that’s it for now i guess
hope you all doing fine guys
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