I know there’s nothing you can do, but I can’t be left alone, my mind is set on self distruct and I’m slowly hindering my body, constant hope constant fall when will she learn, never I supose, will there be an end were I just give up and surrender, or let go of my controls cause I always black out I always choose the wrong answer I just want to know I just want to belive in myself. Today I already made a mistake but I’ll try again. Hopefully this try will finally be Ill do.
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Kay that was a lie. Messed up again
We all make mistakes. I make mistakes every damn day. Do I learn from them? Sometimes. It’s not like my head lets me forget any of them. Do I do things differently? Sometimes. Sometimes I just stupidly repeat my mistakes hoping for a different outcome. I’m stupid like that sometimes.
Life is about making mistakes. As long as we never give up (Say Hypocrite right there). Get up every time life tries to bring you down. Try to make the best of every day. Don’t be too hard on yourself.
I beat myself up over the smallest of things. I can’t even talk without going over each word in my head first, just because I don’t to want say anything wrong. (I’ve gone over what I’ve written here 5 times before posting.) I practically live my life in my head, afraid to let loose. But, I’m slowly learning to let loose. To break free of my bounds. It’s not easy, but I’m learning. I doubt my social anxiety and awkwardness will ever go away, but I’m doing the best I can.
Do the best you can.
Hugs.