I like to dissect things . I remember in my AP biology class in highschool we dissected a pig fetus . It was so interesting. Take anatomy . You’ll get to see a lot of cool etuff
I used to self harm, but it honestly didnt help me at all. It made things worse for me. I got so sucked in the whirlpool of self hate it was the only thing I could think about. I realized that I was the one making things worse but I am the only one that can make it better. I also realized it didnt matter how bad my urges were, as long as I didnt hurt myself, i wouldnt feel pain.
When people see the real me they see something too ugly to love. And I’m hell-predestined. I’m humiliating myself and prolonging my suffering with every day I decide to put off my death.
I don’t believe in destiny, I believe we carve our own paths. We should live for ourselves not by trying to have others love us. I know it’s extremely hard to deal with, but we must continue.
I don’t hatwme u whisker. Infact not only do i like your comments. But alot of them are smart things. Things i wish i could think of to say to ppl that need help here
Can u calm down for a moment..? If not, can i say anything to help? .. I like to draw words or names and hide them within anything i do draw.. Objects, the sky, anything
It’s part for fun and part something serious. But not for work or school.
It’s about a doctor who’s being haunted by two dead kids. Real morbid stuff. But it’s also supposed to be funny. Like a dark comedy. I do more of the serious stuff. My friend, she does most of the funny bits.
That sounds pretty cool too! That was recently. Did i ask do you have a favorite thing to draw..? Do get in deep with tones and shadowing or the simple
I know a lot of people here and elsewhere don’t hate me. But I always wear masks. When I take them off, people see what I am, and they realize they don’t love me any more.
And it hurts too much. It’s not their fault. But it does hurt. And I’m so tired. If I’m this tired this young, I don’t wanna know what I have coming.
I love drawing people’s pets. And wild creatures. I love drawing animals the most.
I’m not as developed in light/shadow than my friend. We are roughly equal in coloring, though I love doing greyscale too.
I’m calmed down now but I still feel so hopelessly broken.
The only difference that this calm has brought is that now my death will be premeditated. Carefully planned. No heat of passion, helter-skelter stuff. But I’ve still made my decision.
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Can you flood your thoughts with something else whisker?
Besides what you wrote, what else do u think about, or hear
You mean hallucinate? All sorts of things. But right now nothing but him. It’s so hard to think.
There’s so much smoke in this house that it paralyzes my brain.
Well… Is there something.. Anything in this world tgat u like???
Dissecting things.
Everything else that I like to do requires a put-together brain.
I like to dissect things . I remember in my AP biology class in highschool we dissected a pig fetus . It was so interesting. Take anatomy . You’ll get to see a lot of cool etuff
I am in anatomy. We dissected a rat recently. Very fun. I’m good at skinning.
Put together brain?? But what is favorite of dissecting. Is there a favorite part?? Or is all of it equally.
I hope i have a put together brain. I wanna know
So u like insides? I always wanted to do that stuff. Find out what things are made of.. Besides what just makes them go..
I used to self harm, but it honestly didnt help me at all. It made things worse for me. I got so sucked in the whirlpool of self hate it was the only thing I could think about. I realized that I was the one making things worse but I am the only one that can make it better. I also realized it didnt matter how bad my urges were, as long as I didnt hurt myself, i wouldnt feel pain.
I don’t know what I like about it. It gets my energy out.
Oh i was just wondering. Do u have a 2nd thing u like?
Yes, there are. But all I can do right now is active stuff because my brain doesn’t work. And the only active thing I can do is dissect.
So dissect something for me.. Figuratively? If what i said even makes sense
I need to do it. Now. Now. Now.
No. It has to be me, and my guts have to be in my hands. Like spaghetti.
I just got into a fight with my aunt. She’s never going to speak to me again. I need to go now.
Gotcha.. Well when u feel like it will you share what else is something you like?
I like to draw and write. Can’t do either. I need to die right now.
Just find a quiet area and think calming thoughts try to think about things that make you laugh, smile, and happy
I can’t. Everybody hates me. I can’t calm down.
I don’t hate you. I doubt dungeon or tiredthoughts do either.
When people see the real me they see something too ugly to love. And I’m hell-predestined. I’m humiliating myself and prolonging my suffering with every day I decide to put off my death.
I don’t believe in destiny, I believe we carve our own paths. We should live for ourselves not by trying to have others love us. I know it’s extremely hard to deal with, but we must continue.
You could always be right, and I hope you are. I just don’t have such strong faith.
Sometimes we need to build ourselves before we can feel whole.
I like what you’re saying dungeon
What do u like to draw and write?? I love doing both those things but never tried grtting better at either. I still draw stuff sometimes.. But you???
I don’t know how I’m going to do it. Well I know how, but not where. I need to find a room alone.
I’m so fucking scared.
I don’t hatwme u whisker. Infact not only do i like your comments. But alot of them are smart things. Things i wish i could think of to say to ppl that need help here
I draw people and animals and made-up things but it’s so hard to remember them.
Thanks.
I wish my mother had aborted me like she had the other one. My chest feels like fire.
Can u calm down for a moment..? If not, can i say anything to help? .. I like to draw words or names and hide them within anything i do draw.. Objects, the sky, anything
That sounds cool
Ok cool
When was the last time you drew something
I want to draw, do stuff and sleep.
I drew a doctor recently for this comic my friend and I are working on.
What is the comic
Just a comic for fun.. Or school.. Or work?
It’s part for fun and part something serious. But not for work or school.
It’s about a doctor who’s being haunted by two dead kids. Real morbid stuff. But it’s also supposed to be funny. Like a dark comedy. I do more of the serious stuff. My friend, she does most of the funny bits.
That sound fantastic.
Thank you, Hazy.
That sounds pretty cool too! That was recently. Did i ask do you have a favorite thing to draw..? Do get in deep with tones and shadowing or the simple
I know a lot of people here and elsewhere don’t hate me. But I always wear masks. When I take them off, people see what I am, and they realize they don’t love me any more.
And it hurts too much. It’s not their fault. But it does hurt. And I’m so tired. If I’m this tired this young, I don’t wanna know what I have coming.
I love drawing people’s pets. And wild creatures. I love drawing animals the most.
I’m not as developed in light/shadow than my friend. We are roughly equal in coloring, though I love doing greyscale too.
I should send you some pictures of my fur babies for you to draw
That would be lovely.
Oh hey I would love to see someone draw my pups that’s a great skill
Thanks. I’m happy to have things to do. Send me all of your fluffies.
I’m so tired now.
I’m calmed down now but I still feel so hopelessly broken.
The only difference that this calm has brought is that now my death will be premeditated. Carefully planned. No heat of passion, helter-skelter stuff. But I’ve still made my decision.
Well i hope youvstay long enough to draw those pics. Id love to see them. And i hope change your mind
whiskered-fish,
I’m patiently waiting for your next story, Reasons To Live #2. I so much enjoyed reading about your lovely cat Copper.
Thank you, StayOrGo. I’ll try to think about what I might make my second reason.