Time to Make a Decision

I’m sorry you lost your job. That is horrible after 20 years. I don’t think you should kill yourself over it. You set the goal posts that if you lost your job you would do it but those goal posts are a bit… I dunno, short sighted? Do you qualify for social security unemployment benefit? I am pretty much unemployable and live on the kind donations of the tax payers (social security) and I do voluntary work which weirdly is okay and not necessarily worse than working a regular job. Sure, it’s depressing to be unemployable but there’s more to life than a job. I am more useful to society doing voluntary work than I was working for the capitalist system.
The book isn’t over yet, the chapter is over but it isn’t the end of the book. I say move the goal posts to something else like ”If I am ever going to be incarcerated for life in Ryker’s Island”.