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by abisslover25

Seriously the days are getting so hard :(. I don’t want to do this anymore. I am so sick of pretending to be happy and doing what I am supposed to. I know my life isn’t going to change. Tonight it took almost everything I had to not just run away and hide and start over alone. Seriously I have like no friends. No one to talk to and I am so sick of being alone and having no one when I need them. Β The only voices I hear are on tv. :(. I don’t know how long I can live in this sucluded life.

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tiredthoughts 12/14/2015 - 10:43 pm

Can we talk. Well i can listen if you want to?

Hazy Day Sunflower 12/14/2015 - 11:19 pm

@abiss: what is going on tonight?

eternalblissxx 12/14/2015 - 11:41 pm

I’ll hear you out if you want. πŸ™‚ I’m sure it won’t be hard to find someone to talk to, a lot of us here can relate.

tiredthoughts 12/14/2015 - 11:45 pm

Abiss i recommend listen to hazy, eternal and everyone. they help ppl.

abisslover25 12/14/2015 - 11:46 pm

I just literally have no one. I get up and take the kids to school and pick them up and do the night routine. Repeat every single freaking day! I deal with it for the most part but I am so freaking lonely. I have called every single person I know even though we aren’t close and everyone ignores me. I am so sick of it. Everyone walks out of my life and the more I realize I have no one around no matter how hard I try, the more I just want to leave this world.

abisslover25 12/15/2015 - 12:27 am

I finally got a response from an old ” friend ” when I said ” I really need a friend” his response “you will find one one day it may just take a while” thanks.

Seriously if I end, it someone show up at my funeral and throat punch everyone there.

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