I do know this though: I was planning on catching the bus today because it was a great day. Which sounds upside down, but it isn’t. You see, I missed days like this so much that I told myself a long time ago: “Kat, if you ever have one of those angel-touched days again, seize the opportunity and kill yourself on that day. Go out on a high note. Die happy. Because you never know when you’re gonna get one of those days again.”
But then I realized that if I really trusted God, I would trust that he has more of these kinds of days in store for me in the future, and so I decided to not do it, and to hold on, today.
Other than that, my brain is empty now.
Because I thought I was gonna go today, I didn’t do any of the work from my classes, though. I didn’t even bother. Now, how do I explain this to my teachers?
“Sorry, Miss, I couldn’t complete your assignments because yesterday I saw the face of God and tried to off myself.”
Oh well. At least I can guarantee she’s never heard that one before.
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Tonight is the night I either catch the bus to heaven, or turn my life around.
Either way, everything’s changed. And either way, I’m happy.
Whatever you’re on, I want some.
Haha, I’m not on anything but the unsurpassable peace and joy of The Holy Spirit.
I think today’s the day, thanaturge.
I was just kidding, of course. And it’s beautiful to hear of the space you’re in… the peace that passes human understanding. So happy for you….
I am starting to doubt my mission. That was quick.
I need to do some thinking.
I am in the tightest dilemma I’ve been in since a long while ago. And there’s lots of confusion inside of me.
@whiskered: how goes the battle?
I don’t know. I must’ve used up all of my emotions on this inexplicable burst of euphoria, because now they’re all gone and my head won’t think.
I’m not in any pain though.
I’m not braining well tonight either.
I do know this though: I was planning on catching the bus today because it was a great day. Which sounds upside down, but it isn’t. You see, I missed days like this so much that I told myself a long time ago: “Kat, if you ever have one of those angel-touched days again, seize the opportunity and kill yourself on that day. Go out on a high note. Die happy. Because you never know when you’re gonna get one of those days again.”
But then I realized that if I really trusted God, I would trust that he has more of these kinds of days in store for me in the future, and so I decided to not do it, and to hold on, today.
Other than that, my brain is empty now.
Because I thought I was gonna go today, I didn’t do any of the work from my classes, though. I didn’t even bother. Now, how do I explain this to my teachers?
“Sorry, Miss, I couldn’t complete your assignments because yesterday I saw the face of God and tried to off myself.”
Oh well. At least I can guarantee she’s never heard that one before.
Your excuse sounds legit to me. Doubt the teacher would agree though, shame that.