I have nothing better to do so I’m cutting myself. I feel to overwhelmed and unmotivated to do anything else, like studying for exams. I think I do it for attention to a certain extent because I do it in a noticeable place.
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Hey look it’s alright just hear me out why dont you take the depression quiz I made a post of it it’s a few posts below yours I got a 94% share with me what you got for some reason I calmed me down you’d be amazed on the score
I did I got 60%. Didn’t help at all. I’ve done a billion of those already.
Thank you.
I’m in your shoes to I personally feel like a total failure and out cast all the time 24/7. Do you know how much effort it takes to put on a laugh and smile with my co workers at my job much much more than the job it’s self but I have to even though it takes a lot outta me. I lost one of my parents so I have to deal with fixing my difficult issues while trying to live a normal life with responsibilitys and it only gets more harder than easier but I’m trying my best to win even though I fail. I’m trying to learn new coping resources and I’m starting by trying to talk to some people with the same issues like myself.
Thank you. I’m sorry about what happened to your parents, its admirable that you have the courage to power on. I’m trying various ways to cope as well.
Thank you and it’s alright I appreciate it sometimes it’s not easy living with parents especially mine who were crazy strict but at the same time it’s harder to live without them. I got to see both sides preety ironic.
I cut too. And sometimes i hope someone will see them and show that they care. I guess this is what they call attention seeking behaviour, but so be it. What makes it tough is people dont expect, that is my friends dont expect a 17yr old straight guy to be this emotional.
And hence i cant tell them openly about this stuff. Only 3 people know about this. And they cant give the attention i seek.
I hate the fact that guys and especially straight guys are expected to have no emotions. It’s such a dumb expectation. You should be open with your feelings regardless of who you are. Fuck your friends if they’re not supportive. At 17 their all probably very immature and don’t understand these things. Talk to older people.
I agree with OP. It’s such a dumb gender expectation. I’m sorry that you have to put up with that, RC.
I’m a female who has female friends and even they don’t understand. These problems Intimidate them and they’re just too immature to understand or to provide adequate advice. So don’t rely on your friends to understand. I made the mistake of telling my friends about an incident that occured between my father and I and now instead of avoiding the senstive topic they make fun of it.
That’s awful. I’m so sorry.
By the way, there’s nothing wrong with wanting attention. Attention is a human need.
I cut once to and I had to lie about it at my job but the wound was soo deep on my left forearm I almost fainted it was painful and I almost went to the hospital but I managed to patch it on my own. People like myfriend “that was stupid” donsent understand why a young handsome normal looking guy would cut himself well that’s lifes challenge. I regret it soo much though and its a big scar that hurts when it rains weird.