Im a mother of three. I wish that was enough to keep all the sadness and thoughts to end it away but it doesn’t. I actually feel they would be better off! I love them so much but I have no desire to continue. They r the only reason im still here though! I would miss them tremendously.
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Mother of three here too. I was standing in your shoes two months ago. It’s awful and no one understands. They think I’m a bad mother that I didn’t want to stay here just for my kids.
BTW if your dead you won’t miss them.
@Hazy Day Sunflower What changed for you if anything? How are you dealing now?
@Savema: nothing changed. I’m never going to live just for the sake of my children. I’m not wired that way. I have decided that happiness is a road and not a state of being. The road is a winding road and doesn’t always take me where I want to be. I never get what I want, only what I need and I have come to accept that.
Oh and I didn’t purchase the gun in December, so that is pretty much why I am still alive.
I’m feeling what you are. Our minds are killing us.