Lately I’ve been thinking that I’m depressive… I’m really scary.
I don’t know how to explain it.
I don’t think in suicide or something like that, but sometimes the pain is too strong to me. I have to hide it from my family, my friends… and cry alone. My only “light” is my boyfriend, he cares about me like no one, I feel wonderful when I’m with him, he’s the only who understands and help me, but he don’t know about this, about how I feel, I didn’t tell it. My parents would say that this is just a phase. Nothing important. That I have to go to the church.
It doesn’t matter now.
I’ve searched for depression in Google and the symptoms are exactly what I feel… and now, I don’t know what to do.
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You shouldn’t be looking for a diagnostic on google , depending on how old are you can try and see you’re school’s shrink ( psychologist ) and try to talk to him / her . That’s what they are there for , for people who can’t talk to anyone else about their problems .
This is the problem. My parents can’t know nothing about it, and where I live is impossible make something without everyone knows.
I’m not in high school anymore, I’ve finished in 2014. I’m cursing Chemistry and I don’t even know if I really want to make it. But I can’t give up now.
I’m undecided with (almost) everything.
I’ve searched on Google because I don’t have no one to talk about… but thanks for help.
PS. English isn’t my first language, so please excuse any mistakes.
Well a good thing about talking to a psychiatrist it’s the rule of confidentiality , he/she can’t talk about what happened during the session . But if there isn’t any way you could see a psychiatrist and have a diagnosis you can always look for advices and help here . Myself i was diagnosed with severe depression , anxiety and some other craps , all i can say is that you must keep trying do things and experience positive things , even if it seems a pain in the ass in the beginning , until you find something you love to do and keeps you from thinking about the stuff that is going trough your mind . You know yourself better than anyone , only you know what you like and what you don’t , but keep trying and don’t give up . And remember that you have people whom will listen to you here . Because here we are all the same .
BL98 :’) sorry for being rude, please forgive me.
hahaha also chemistry, the world is little.
SO yeah you got on a forum called suicide project and doubt that you are a little depressive ? Kinda found the answer there.
But yeah are there trains, buses or something like that in your town ? If yes, find the nearest biggest city and try to find a doc or a psy. They have sworn anonymity to their patients.
ToTrees , when have you been rude to me ? i don’t recall anything like that 😀 You’re one of most nice persons i met here
Oh Wow !!
The Most?
Thanks for listen me.
I’ll always try search something I like, something to do when I’m not working or studing.
I like to drive, but gasoline is too expensive here.
So I read many books. 3 or 4 for month.
Do you have books to recommend?
Imhabbit,
OK your learning, to beat depression find the root cause and attack it! this is your job!
I just can’t sleep some nights. And this is the worst hour.
But it’s good talk with someone 🙂
Thanks.