Sometimes I feel like I’m in a body that’s drowning. She’s so sluggish and sad . And tired.
Why can’t I enjoy life like “normal” people ?
I wish I woke up excited to see day instead of wishing I was back to sleep.
It feels like there are demons inside me . Taking over who I am. Erasing the last bit of happiness that I could possibly have.
I always wonder if people understand me, but everyone sees everything differently .
It’s hard to me to feel connected to people . But that’s all I could ever ask for in life . To feel content next to someone . Someone that I don’t even have to talk to. They just know. I’ve never found anyone like that in my life.
I feel like there are demons in my head . They talk to me and tell me I am nothing. I’ve come to believe it.
Life mostly feels like a dream. Oh well. But my dreams feel more like life than life ever has .
I’ve had a slow day . I hope all of your days were different .
Here’s a good song called “It isn’t meant to be” . It has good lyrics.
I saw this band in concert last summer . Me and my friends road tripped to DC to see them. It was probably one of the best nights of my life .
I like remembering happy days . I don’t have record of a lot.
I hope there is more to come .