I’m getting more serious about attempting suicide, everyday is just getting worse and worse. I feel like more people are ignoring me, more people are judging and complaining about stupid things and everything so boring. I feel pointless, I’m not doing anything I’m like nothing so what’s the point is even being here, I’m not a good person and I feel so lonely and crazy and weird.
What’s even the point, I have three more years left of school before I can left this boring stupide place, I can’t wait that long here. If I stay here it’s like being trapped or like a robot and being looked down on. What’s even the point I’m like nothing anyways and I can’t understand any emotions because there’s so much going through my head I just want to go sit in the corner because there’s nothing else I can’t do, so why don’t I just die, it will end all of this.
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i know it does not matter , but i really know how you’re feeling …
I spent years with scrambled eggs for brains and emotions. I finished college and just kept trudging forward. It got saner. Sometimes better. No regrets staying alive.