Counting the days till im gone made a post about family and how they play a hand in self harm and suicide. Dont know if this person is a guy or a girl but there right. Im in a simaler situation, but its probably not as bad. They are deffanatly fake and the deffanatly lie. I have done things to make them angry i cant lie about that but they where ready to disown me over something i posted online. Then my mom told everyone to mess with my head that was the worst. The truth is they hated me before any of this happend, they all hated me and i just thougt maby it just how they are, but i knew. They always talk shit about me behind my back and when i come around they pretend like nothings happening. When i confrount them about it they lie and say it never happend, or they find away to say its my fault. My mom said once “You give them a reason to make fun of you”. I got angry and gave up and i retaliated. They get away with it all the time why cant i. Eather way its to late, there so pissed they dont care if i kill myself. I dont want to give up but i have nothing. I want to dissappear, i can at least come up with some excuses as to why i cant see anyone. Then they wont have to deal with me and i dint have to feel as baad as i do. Right now im jist stuck, aand i have vary little hope but it still there. I just want it to all go away.