You look very mad at people and society, and nothing will change because you are feeling that way.
You are using very offensive words for everybody, I guess you are having a very bad day, and you are feeling bad for the things that has happened to you. Most probably things that you do not deserve. It is ok, to write to let the madness out, I have done that before. But sometime the best you can do, it is just no think about, let go, and just focus on the good part of life. I know sometimes is impossible and really hard to do. But it is the best way to deal with the things you cannot change. Forget and forgive, there are not other way. Try no to offend others, and put yourself in the other side of the story. I have done that and that has helped me a lot to understand some behaviors. You do not have idea with all the things I have to deal every day.
Now, in this moment there are person telling me that is disappointed of me, that I am a despot, that something is wrong with me, that I am sick and you do not know how many more things. And see me, calm, finding peace, in silence, tolerating all the insults and writing to you. Trying to be positive and help if I can others.
Sorry if you are not for this kind of writing. I am not of those he will ask you if you are ok, because, I know you are not ok. If you were ok, you would not be here writing and mad at all and everybody around you. I do not know what has happened to you or what has been your life or why you are feeling that way. But without knowing you, I care, and I am pretty sure, other people also care, even more if they know you.
@Dungeon- I hear ya. I feel the same way. This post feels like it could’ve been written by bah instead 😛
“Forget and forgive?” “Let it go? ” Try not to offend others, and put yourself in the other side of the story.” So if someone abused us, raped us, or treated us like shit, we’re just supposed to forgive them and not be angry, but instead we should just let it go? Sorry, but I fucking hate hearing that bullshit. Society forces that crap down our throats, and it doesn’t sit well with some of us. Why? Because it doesn’t make any sense. Why should we forgive all those bastards who wronged us or hurt us or were mean to us? Sorry, but they don’t get a pass.
We are ENTITLED to our feelings. We have a right to feel angry and hateful towards those bastards. And I’m sick and tired of everyone telling us we “need to forgive them”, and if we don’t then WE are the bad ones. Well fuck that.
People who are assholes should be called assholes. And if we hate them, we hate them. Don’t tell us what we are NOT allowed or should not feel.
I will never tell others what you are allow or no to feel, never ever.
I was hurt, and I was mad, and I offended people out my madness. I should not, maybe I was unfair with people I should not. I do not care really at this point to much about anything or the things I cannot change. Because I am not important, I am voiceless and I am unperson, like trash, do you see? others can do all of that to me, and it is ok. And if I do not forgive and forget, I am the only one hurting myself.
I do not hate, then do not tell me or force me to hate others or to call those who have hurt me bastards or assholes or any other offense. Because I do not want to do it, no now. I believe love is the only solution, if there are any solution at all.
I will keep the way I am, the way I was before all the bad things that happened to me. I will care, love, treat others well, even those who hurt me, us. I cannot change people, I cannot change anything. I have just to focus in me and do good, nothing else. The rest is out my reach, out my hands.
You are free to hate, or to call others the way you like. I am not writing this to change the way you think or the way you react to any problem or situation.
Sorry I was drinking a little when I wrote this, But I agree with both sides.
I definitely have the right to have these feelings, but they are in no way helpful for me.
I usually have a tight lid on this but sometimes it gets so built up I just gotta vent it out.
I also usually have a little more of a filter 😛
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You look very mad at people and society, and nothing will change because you are feeling that way.
You are using very offensive words for everybody, I guess you are having a very bad day, and you are feeling bad for the things that has happened to you. Most probably things that you do not deserve. It is ok, to write to let the madness out, I have done that before. But sometime the best you can do, it is just no think about, let go, and just focus on the good part of life. I know sometimes is impossible and really hard to do. But it is the best way to deal with the things you cannot change. Forget and forgive, there are not other way. Try no to offend others, and put yourself in the other side of the story. I have done that and that has helped me a lot to understand some behaviors. You do not have idea with all the things I have to deal every day.
Now, in this moment there are person telling me that is disappointed of me, that I am a despot, that something is wrong with me, that I am sick and you do not know how many more things. And see me, calm, finding peace, in silence, tolerating all the insults and writing to you. Trying to be positive and help if I can others.
Sorry if you are not for this kind of writing. I am not of those he will ask you if you are ok, because, I know you are not ok. If you were ok, you would not be here writing and mad at all and everybody around you. I do not know what has happened to you or what has been your life or why you are feeling that way. But without knowing you, I care, and I am pretty sure, other people also care, even more if they know you.
Take Care.
@Dungeon- I hear ya. I feel the same way. This post feels like it could’ve been written by bah instead 😛
“Forget and forgive?” “Let it go? ” Try not to offend others, and put yourself in the other side of the story.” So if someone abused us, raped us, or treated us like shit, we’re just supposed to forgive them and not be angry, but instead we should just let it go? Sorry, but I fucking hate hearing that bullshit. Society forces that crap down our throats, and it doesn’t sit well with some of us. Why? Because it doesn’t make any sense. Why should we forgive all those bastards who wronged us or hurt us or were mean to us? Sorry, but they don’t get a pass.
We are ENTITLED to our feelings. We have a right to feel angry and hateful towards those bastards. And I’m sick and tired of everyone telling us we “need to forgive them”, and if we don’t then WE are the bad ones. Well fuck that.
People who are assholes should be called assholes. And if we hate them, we hate them. Don’t tell us what we are NOT allowed or should not feel.
I will never tell others what you are allow or no to feel, never ever.
I was hurt, and I was mad, and I offended people out my madness. I should not, maybe I was unfair with people I should not. I do not care really at this point to much about anything or the things I cannot change. Because I am not important, I am voiceless and I am unperson, like trash, do you see? others can do all of that to me, and it is ok. And if I do not forgive and forget, I am the only one hurting myself.
I do not hate, then do not tell me or force me to hate others or to call those who have hurt me bastards or assholes or any other offense. Because I do not want to do it, no now. I believe love is the only solution, if there are any solution at all.
I will keep the way I am, the way I was before all the bad things that happened to me. I will care, love, treat others well, even those who hurt me, us. I cannot change people, I cannot change anything. I have just to focus in me and do good, nothing else. The rest is out my reach, out my hands.
You are free to hate, or to call others the way you like. I am not writing this to change the way you think or the way you react to any problem or situation.
I am disgusted by the world too. You said it perfectly
Sorry I was drinking a little when I wrote this, But I agree with both sides.
I definitely have the right to have these feelings, but they are in no way helpful for me.
I usually have a tight lid on this but sometimes it gets so built up I just gotta vent it out.
I also usually have a little more of a filter 😛