Hey SP,
One shitty years up. Ofc, my year hasnt been as bad as some of yours. But it was pretty bad, and frankly, i dont think 2016, is gonna be any fucking better…
Found the girl of my dreams, she hates me,
Destroyed my hopes of getting a good college,
Lost every inch of talent i have ever had,
And on top of it,
I cant even muster the guts to kill myself.
What i really want to say is,
Sorry mum, dad, i didnt mean to dissappoint you,
Sorry, everyone, i didnt wanna hurt anyone.
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Oh wow i met the girl of my dreams last year and blew it. I too couldnt even go through with ending me either.. I feel for you big time..
Sui_RC,
first off you are not at fault that you felt one way about someone and they felt another! unless you had some magical powers but lost them don’t be so down on yourself, secondly you need to stop worrying about disappointing others, and just worry about what you want to do with your life.
i felt a little tough love was needed here! 🙂 i mean no harm! try to have a great day and a 2016. 🙂
Hey rocketman,
Yes, youre right about the girl. Absolutely spot on.
But trust me when i say this, i went from one of the top students to a guy who now struggles with simple topics.
And about dissapointing others, its not dissapointing, its more than that, its waaaay more than just letting them down. I have let my past self down. I have let everything my parents ever gave go.
And i dont think ill have a much better 2016.
And also about the girl, you dont know how much i fucked up. I still havent told her. And i had to become a bit cold to her, i thought itd help me get over, but it didnt. Now, i am more in love than ever, but she thinks i am a jerk of gigantic proportions.